Josh

Yup. Jersey is still a fucking hole. And her family is still a pain in my balls.

Sobering up, shaking out my legs,
find the fuse box
throwing the houselights on.

SURPRISE!
its not a party after all!

Holy Christ, where the hell are my sunglasses?

I won't deny it.
I look really fucking fantastic in this eyeliner.

Fuck it.

I am not quite sure why they cast me to play Dr. Jonathan Crane in Batman Begins.

But I am there.

Honestly, the whole "wearing a mask to scare the bejesus out of you" thing really isn't my bag, but Cillian is an eerily approrpriate cast and as close to the mark as I could ever expect from Hollywood.

I'll admit it, I make a rather flawed villain on a grand scale, however, I look damn good in a straight jacket.

Research can be -Fun-.

Nothing to see here folks.
Carry on about your business.

1.) When do you feel the most alive? Take any liberties you'd like with that.

When I take my easel up to the roof of my apartment complex and paint. If you're really interested, its undoubtedly the most beautiful in spring, and the landscape embodies the refreshing illusion of rebirth.

2.) Do you have any favourite motion pictures, and why are they so near and dear to you?

Weird Science-I loved it when i was fifteen because I found it damn amusing. Run Lola Run because its a beautifully crafted movie, delicate, layered and intense.

3.) Is it better to be feared or loved, and more importantly, why? Feared, indefinately. Love is a luxury, an excess even. Being feared is like being equipped with a poker when handling a fire.

4.) Say you're in self-imposed exile. What is the likeliest thing to draw you out of such a state? When the stagnance of my environment becomes a trigger to things more distasteful or painful than what re-entering society for any given amount of time might have to offer.

5.) If you could modify one major aspect of yourself (appearance, personality, skills, etc.), what would it be? I wouldn't allow myself to become so easily distracted by my four wing. I wouldn't permit myself to rehash my past so frequently.


If you wish to be questioned I will be happy to oblige. You take the risk of being given potentially intimate or offensive questions. I will offer this to the first three who ask and in turn will offer five questions for you to answer.

A great deal of gratitude goes out to my new friend William for making me this exceptional icon.

Everything i ever needed to know i learned in gradeschool.

sex is cheap
perceivably meaningless
an excellent weapon
that intimacy is an illusion
and potentially painful.

I love it.

It seems that the inevitable will be prolonged by the tampering of others. Fortunately it will not keep me from what I intend to accomplish. Blood will be spilt.

I am incredibly fond of the song "ex lover's lover" by Voltaire. I'd tell you why, but I don't wish to further get my keyboard sticky.

*smiles*
The act of counteracting is possibly the best possible route when precariously teaching a precarious student. There is no commitment, nor are there any promises when merely making an example. You allow there to be common ground in the abstract of interpretation and work your way from there. I am no superior even though I may be, nor am I inferior even if that is doubtedly the case. I have a purpose and a life of my own. I care not for what you may want from me, I'll provide it if and when I choose to. I most certainly do not care for the thought of being relied upon, obliged to perform or held to responsibility. I do not want to be the shelter you hide under but the rain you run from, so come not to me for a return of affection. It's dog eat dog child and you had best prepare for a life on your feet.

Welcome to the beginning. Welcome to the end. Welcome to the horizon of the new world.

Prepare yourself to shed the weight of burdensome security, support and needless coddling
and make way for the responsibility that accompanies the luxury of flesh and bone, sight and sound and constructing your own armor by your own hand.

Stand ready to be cold because there will be no heat save for what you generate.

It is time to come back to yourself and make yourself whole.

Fight to stand, stand to strengthen.

I am here to advocate the opposite, I am here just because.

I am here to throw you off, aide in your alignment or even compete with you,

I am here, and I am not leaving.

Who among you would like to make some icons for me?
comment and we'll talk.

What would an angel say? the Devil wants to know.